No Worries

I guess if anyone's going to be reading this, they'll be wondering the same thing. (Well, probably) "Everyone has some sort of reason to start a blog, what's yours?"

It started two nights ago. I was sitting on our piano bench staring at the stupid 12th grade course request form (I was already a week late in turning it in) and wishing it would disappear. Forever.

I mean don't get me wrong, I don't mind learning. In fact, I plan to somehow find a way through college and continue my education.

My problem lies in the public school system. In psychology, I took a fairly reliable "what is your learning style" test and scored pretty much even with three of the four learning types: 1,3 and 4. The public school system caters to type 2 learners. Go figure, right?

I don't do bad in school, I have pretty decent grades and I understand all that is taught to me. But sitting there, looking at the form and realizing I still have a year left, I came to a conclusion. High School isn't what I wanted in my life.

Okay, I know it's pretty unavoidable. I need to learn the stuff and score high on the ACT (The science section killed me, by the way. I'm still waiting for results) in order to do well in college and my future life plans.

BUT, that doesn't have to be my entire life.

That night, I was crying in my room, which isn't really a big surprise as I'm a teenage girl. And wondering what I was going to do with my life. I am religious, so I did pray. To tell you the truth, I didn't really expect anything to happen.

Something did happen. I didn't exactly hear it, but I felt it: "It will be okay. Things will look better in the morning."

It was a little later that I decided I want to, and should, write.

So I've reactivated my accounts on Wattpad and Poemhunter and then decided to create this blog.

Maybe no one will read this, or maybe the few who do will be bored and hate it. But I'm doing this because I want to. I'm doing it because I feel like I should. Even if it's only for my sake.

I'm Just a Spark, but I can become a flame. School is not my life, it is only a step to help me reach my goals. It will all be okay. If we're stuck in the darkest night of our life, we need to remember, things will look better in the morning. :)

Until next time,
~Chey (Hope) So.